There are days that everything seems to go your way, which I know all of us enjoy. Then there are days where it just seems nothing is working for you. We had the latter today on the course. We were in the blue group again today which meant that we would be the afternoon fleet. Yellow group was going to do all 3 of their races and then we would do all 3 of ours after them on the same course. By the time we got out to the course there were still some rolling thuderclouds milling about and everything seemed a bit unstable with systems on both sides of the course and breeze sheering all over the place. We knew it was going to be tough to have a consistent day in these conditions.
Of course we didn’t know just how bad it was actually going to be. The first race we had a huge shift right at the start and right as the gun went off we tacked out right and held a thin lane heading out. We tacked back about a minute later in what we thought was a building breeze line from the right, and it actually worked well for us the first half of the beat. The boat that leveraged out right of us were into it just a bit more and lifted up off of us more and more but we were gaining on the boats to the left. Then when we were getting close to the top mark the boats on the left gained big on us in a big lift and the boats on the right of us stayed lifted and we got squeezed. We were still rounding about 12th and I made the call last minute for a gybe set, which in the end was the death of us. It was a beautiful set and a very near collision with some port tackers but as we came up quickly to avoid I reached for my trapeze handle and missed but my body was still going out and I fell into the water and away from the boat causing us to capsize. GAME OVER. To make things worse as we watched everyone sail around us we quickly got the boat righted again but when we went to set the kite it had an incredible twist in it that we couldn’t get out, so we tried gybing, well that didn’t help either and we flipped again. This time by the time we got the boat upright and going the top of the fleet was sailing upwind around us and we knew that there was not going to be time to finish within the time limit. This was a crushing blow to our day really, Jonny tried to cheer me up but I was super disappointed in myself for missing the handle, worst feeling ever.
Shaking that race off and knowing we would have to use it as our discard, its was time to refocus our strength for the next race. The breeze had shifted to the right about 40 degrees at this point and increased in pressure to about 18 knots with more choppy seas building. In the pre-start we could see that the breeze was shifting up coarse to the left with pressure so we were luckily one of only a few boats to realize this and started at the pin to get into it first. We had a great start and were punched on the whole fleet. But things deteriorated as we kept digging to the left and the right kept coming in at the top. We lost a ton of boats on the first beat and the first downwind when they all gybed inside of us downwind in pressure that we had sailed out of. We finished another disappointing 22nd.
We had a good pep talk with coach Dave after the race and he said it pretty simply, stop doing so much. He seemed to think we were just doing too much on the first beat trying to stay in phase. Simplify the game boys were his words. In this game its all about getting around the first mark in the top 10, if you can do that your gone, the rich get richer. This is something we have not been able to do all week so far. We tried the best we could the last race and I won’t bore you with another explanation of what happened but we didn’t get it right and ended up with another 22nd.
We put a lot of pressure on ourselves today and I know we didn’t perform to the best of our ability but that’s part of playing the game. If you don’t play then you will never know what ups and downs there are. The pressure was also on because our American competition was in the morning group and honestly they crushed it. They posted a 1, 3, 3 this morning and we knew that meant that it was game on. We have to hand it to them, they seem to be at the top of their game and are peaking at the right moment. Being a sportsman we have to say congratulations to them, they have performed when it meant the most. They move up from 19th to 2nd today and we moved back from 34th to 42nd. With 3 races left before fleet splits this means that they have won and it looks like they will qualify the country for the olympics this go round as well.
We came down here knowing that anything can happen in sailboat racing and we were not ready to just give up and let them have it, and we still arn’t. We will go out and give the rest of the regatta our best, there is no other choice. As soon as we step on the boat that’s the mentality we take naturally. We were here to win against them, but it seems that they have won and now it’s time for us to finish up our regatta on some high notes and do the best we can.
Mark Ivey pulled us aside earlier this week to give us a pre game pep talk and one of the most important things he said was that we should go into this event knowing anything can happen, but most importantly go into it knowing how much Jonny and I appreciate each other and the friendship that we have shared over the past few years. We have raced together, lived together, eaten together, cried together, laughed together, and perservered together. Its been an emotional roller coaster, we have given this campaign everything we have had financially, spiritually, physically and that’s what doing an olympic campaign is all about. It’s about the destination of making it to the olympics of course but the journey that it takes to get there is just as important. We made it as far as you can, we were right on the cusp of it all and we will always be better men for it and what it has taught us.
Enough of that now, we still have a regatta to sail, and we wish Erik and Trevor the best of luck as true sportsmen should. I want to thank everyone who had a hand in molding us and supporting us over the years. We will carry you in our hearts as we finish this event over the next few days. You mean everything to us and it is incredibly touching to know that you have sacrificed so much and stood by our side for so long. Thank you and stay tuned for more updates as we finish out this event. Thank you.